Tired, sore and other such unpleasantries....

I don't know why, but after a night of drinking, dancing and all that jazz... I can't seem to sleep worth a damn. I get home and fall asleep around 4:30ish, boom I'm wide awake 8am. Mind you, I am a 7-8 hour minimum sleeper if I am to function half way decently during the day.

Let me go on the record and state, I don't like conflicts. Now, for some of you that know me, you might think that is odd. When I am confronted with something negatively done against me without merit, I respond full charge. Granted, this has caused me problems with various people from time to time, old bosses, large ugly men, etc.. The conflicts I am speaking of is people in relationships. People I know and care about that are in relationships. Granted, no one else really knows what's going on in the relationship except the people in it. Take for example last night, we go out to the bars and a few dancing spots for a friend's birthday. In a matter of the first 15 minutes at the bar, I find out that one of my best friend's and his fiance are fighting a lot. These two never used to fight more than minor bickering. In fact, I used to always consider them a perfect balance of a relationship. They are both very independent, yet they make lots of time for each other. Fastforward 15-30 minutes later, I find out that another one of my friends just called it quits with her fiance of 3-5 years. Etc... etc.. Now, I don't think everything should be perfect in the world and blah blah, but when people who truly love each other argue, fight and do things to hurt they ones they love, it's... I dunno what word to use here. Let's move along, shall we?

In other news, I am still looking for a new job. I have actually been offered two jobs that I applied for so far. One pays way less than I had thought it was, so that's on the backshelf. The second pays decently, but I hear mixed reviews on the company. I know two people that are working there/have worked there, one positive, one negative. The other thing is that it is an in-bound call center, which is nice(read: I hate telemarketers), and you actually do a lot of research and online correspondence, but I'm not sure if I want to jump back into that kind of job. Another issue which may or may not be a problem, is the lack of a degree. Sometimes I view this as a, "Hey idiot, get off your ass and go to school for a degree." But on the other hand, I know a lot of people who make very good money and work at a job they are happy with, and only possess a highschool diploma. So... that's still up in the air on exactly what I am going to do for my next job.

Well, I'm going to go veg out on some World of Warcraft for a bit before I need to start cleaning for company tonight. Adios.

How to make a Dusto

Ingredients: 1 part mercy 5 parts humour 3 parts energy

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add sadness to taste! Do not overindulge!