Am I a better than you?

Bare with me, as I write this half plastered at my buddies house drunk. Yes, that's me, not in my right mind, hopping on the computer to post my thoughts and feelings for the world.

Let's start with everyone's favorite topic, work. Work has been a real bitch lately, and I have actually begun to wonder how much longer I will be at my job. They have changed things drastically for the video side of the call center, and to keep my current job I actually have to reapply for my position. This could be a very good thing, or a bad thing. On one hand, with the new system, I could make alot more money, and of course make alot less. But there is a trial period with the new system, and if I don't like it, I can go to what is kind of like my current position, just without the added bonus of phat commission payouts. We'll see what happens.

I have been playing more FFXI than I would like. Actually now that I think about it, I have maybe spent a whole 5-6 hours on it this past week. Not bad for a hobby. Instead of powergaming like most of my friends, I have decided to dabble in just about everything you can do on the game instead. It is actually a fun game, minus the whole targeting system.

There is a girl at work who I am very good friends with who is finally after 5 years engaged to her boyfriend. She makes a joke the other day about setting a wedding date, which he replies, "lose the weight, pick the date." She is estatic and happy that she can now get a weeding date planned, ignoring the insanely rude and fucking insane comment he added with it. But I guess that is what people look for, what they think is right, wether that is right by common standards or not. Needless to say I nearly puked on the spot, and walked away as soon as she told me what was going on. WTF is going on in the world?!!?!?!?! Did I miss the boat somewhere? Is that what it takes to be happy? To completely shit on those you hold dear and love? FUCK THAT!

Ok, fuck this, i'm worked up, and not gonna make an ass out of myself wher I'm at now, i'll log off and see what happens. Good night.