It hasn't been that long.

Being apart sucks. Not knowing how long you will remain apart, well that doesn't help much either.

With everything that has been going on in my life lately, it has been a little hectic trying to remember the little things... oh say like this small flick coming out next month. You might have heard of it.. Star Wars. Yeah, needless to say I dropped the fucking ball on getting myself a ticket in advance for it. Seeing as everyone I know probably already has tickets, and I highly doubt anyone has an extra, it looks like I will get seconds. So either I will get the joy of watching it with someone who's already seen it once, or five times, or maybe i'll just go by myself*shrug*.


A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

- 3 Doors Down
Here Without You

Another day, another dollar.

Well, I guess that could have been put, another year... Yep, today is ye ole Birtday for moi. Time comes and goes, sometimes seeming slow, other times way too fast. In the past year I have replaced my car not once but twice. Been fired from a job that I was close to walking out on. Stood as a groomsman at my friend Chad's wedding. Stood as Bestman at my brother's wedding. Moved a roomate out. Moved a girlfriend in. Moved my fiance across the country, possibly permantly. Vegged out way too much on video games and movies. Started playing poker on a semi-regular basis. Rearranged my apartment. Attempted to hang out more with friends than I have in the past. Visited Chicago three times. Those are off the top of my head. I guess all in all, it was a fairly busy year. Ending the birth year on a down note defintly wasn't in the plans. But, perhaps this next year will bounce the other way.