Get medical attention if frostbitten.


gullible bear
you are easily tricked into things and you tend to
try to hard to please others even when they are
just using you.....
you're a door mat....you need to learn to stand up
for yourself.
but look on the brite side......you have every rite
to explode and get revenge on them.........
*halo appears over head*


**which dysfunctional care bear are you?**
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As I sat down to update here, I just notice that warning on the can of dust remover at my desk. I think it is very sad to think of all the obvious things that people should just know better about, but apparently don't. But then again, if I claimed to be anywhere near perfect, I would be a liar. Yes I am digging the italics tonight.

New roomie moves in this weekend, guess it's time to stop running around the house in the gimp costume. I think my cats are gonna have the hardest time adjusting. They have pretty much free reign of the home, ranging from rolling around being annoyingly loud while your sleeping, or bouncing around in the tub while your, ah.. hmm.. you know, 'in the office.' :) It'll be nice having someone else around besides just myself for the cats though, I can tell they miss the attention they used to get with two people living here.

Work has been... work. My job can be extremely frustrating one day, and very enjoyable the next. I do enjoy working with almost all the people at work, and the job isn't overly demanding most of the time. I got a little unprofessional Monday at work when I found out the ex- had mentioned things to someone about stuff that you really don't tell strangers. Even more so if said strangers work with both of us. It was even weirder because the person didn't even know she was my ex-. Bleh. Gossip, political bullshit and whatever else you wanna use against me, it can all bite me.

Well, I'm not going out drinking/dancing tonight, so I guess i'll get to my other addiction, Knights of the old Republic :) Lata.

Days go by.

Lately it seems that time is flying by in a big blur. I don't know if it is due to the fact of how busy I have been keeping myself, or how utterly slow my life used to be.

I haven't gone go-karting in probably 8 years or something, but ended up doing it twice in the past week. I think next time I'm gonna try the off road karts they have at the sports park I went to. I also got to play a game called AirBall. Basically it's a huge trampoline encased about 15' high and divided into 4 sections. In each section a player waits to get the ball, and when they do they try to shoot it through a score hoop thingy in someone elses section. The bitch part is while your trying to shoot, all the other players are throwing you off by jumping as you share one trampoline. It was alot of fun, but I'm still sore from it two days later :)

I've been tossing around the idea of taking some classes, but I am really not sure about it. I haven't gone to school in what's approaching a decade, now that's a thought that'll make you feel old. But I think my life needs some direction, or atleast solid attainable goals. I'm comfortable where I am, but I don't see myself getting ahead in the game of life. I dunno, maybe I'll get one of those moments of clarity I hear so much about, and the answer of life will come to me. Heh.

That's enough of my enlightenment for the likes of you, g'night.

A week in the life of....

So it seems I got bit by a nonblogging bug last week. A recap of my adventures or just rambling, I'll let my fingers decide.

I got to play nurse maid for Beefy McPukesalot Monday night. Let's try to not make that a repeat episode :)

Work was the usual crap, it'll be nice when they get some more classes of people trained and on the floor. Perhaps bring the job back to a tolerable level.

Apparently Mcaffee has a bug that it will randomly go and delete every email you have and delete any new ones that come in. Needless to say I wasn't too happy with that :(
Newlarp was this weekend and I r teh achey. It was really nice having a weekend event in the middle of summer instead of the usual early spring or late fall so you can freeze at night. Only one person died that I'm aware of, which is amazing considering some of the stuff we went against. Overall it was a good time had by most, and it was nice to get outside for atleast part of the weekend, away from the city.

I suppose that it didn't help that Saturday night after the event I went out to a few clubs for some drinking, dancing and an after bar party. But I didn't have to work today as someone at work needed me to switch with them, so instead I work all next weekend, ugh :(

It's not really that late, but lack of sleep the past two nights is pulling me to bed. Tata.

Tip of the week: Wheat spaghetti, although healthy for you, is possibly the worst tasting thing I have ate in a long time. I don't suggest trying it :)


You are Loss.

Your life defines tragedy. You have experienced
great hardships on an unimaginable scale and it
has jaded your view of life.


What Emotion Are You?
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To be, or not to be.

The question that can honestly be asked in regards to just about anything. An option would exist, and you can either act or not. Both having rewards and consiquences. Some people would act, and care not for the consiquences, no matter who or what it affects. Others would not act, always mindful of those around them, and caring more for them than themselves. And yet I feel there is a third group, perhaps the largest, that is somewhere in the middle. I think I can peg most people I know as to which group they belong to, but there is always the suprise factor. The unkown decisions that can completely alter your mindset in regards to them. I'm very thoughtful while I am at work dealing with the mindnumbingness of helping 85 yr old ladies hook up VCRs, and explaining why there favorite show isn't on right now.

Went to a cookout that was hosted by my supervisor yesterday. It was mostly people on my team at work that attended, and it was a pretty good time. It's always intresting meeting someone's girlfriend/boyfriend/husband/wife/kids, putting a face to a name that you hear at work all the time. Not once have I met one that was remotely of what I pictured of them :)

I'm pretty excited about getting a roomate at the end of the month. After never living alone in my entire life, the apartment feels kinda vacant. Yes living alone has it's perks, but i'm a little more of a people person than a loner, atleast I think so.

This weekend is a two-day event for NEWLARP. Should be a good time, weather permitting. I'm hoping attendence picks up a bit, as I think a few more people would add a great deal to the game.

I think i'm going to get back to acting like I am working, people be needing cable, yo.